Saturday, June 26, 2010

NO idea

i was once overwhelmed after realizing that I've got a lot of things to think about. After trying cudgelling my brain for two minutes and more, i still have no idea about why they are juggling around my head. what should i do. GO AWAY UNEASINESS!!! don't interrupt my holiday, puh-lease. i thought i definitely need Eddyman to help me clear these stuffs up. i really need plenty of miracles so as to be able to lead a life of utmost happiness and satisfaction. I do believe in miracles, cause it's one of many reasons why i was accepted at NTU *lol*. The weather is sullen out there and i guess that's why i feel blue at the moment.

LIFE=PROBLEM

I didn't fancy it. Life is basically an ultra promptness. We've gotta gingerly deal with it over and over again. even when you feel like everything was screwed up and intractable. Someone told me that life is definitely about solving problem. no problem, no life. I guess so.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

STRANDS OF WORDS






T H A T



you bring me the world

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AND WOULD 
 
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But,








Can money buy love?

 is the answer for those hypocrites.

 is for those money-oriented people.

  


My professor said,

In this case, Mathematicians are just doing fine, i guess. Love is just more than money. Love lets your money to be lovely. Love tells your money to follow its rule. Love makes you torture your money and not otherwise. It's bullshit of LOVE WITHOUT MONEY, i confess.

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IS THE REASON FOR MJ TO REST IN THE LOVE OF PEACE,

AND JANE EYRE TO KEEP STRIVING FOR THE PEACE OF ROCHESTER'S LOVE.

Lovers,






A N D

A N D

 .

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

3 simple reasons for continuously sticking B R A S I L up in every match


1. They played with brevity and this's what professionals should do: creating an inspiring and magnificent game
2. The combination of green and yellow and blue for shorts are always lovely
3. Kaka is gorgeously good looking :) lol

(can't wait for the next match)



Thursday, June 10, 2010

Totally Crushed!

"But the one thing I do know about boys, honey, is that some of the best ones come in very strange package," answered Lizzie's mom, responding her Lary Tudgeman case.

I am recently re-reading a novel of Lizzie McGuire which i have finished like years ago. I have always been in love with Disney channel TV series like this. The story is about a total-geek boy whom you would never approve to stay with for even two minutes and even have a date with you, yes not in million years, he had a crush on a prestigious girl at school, Lizzie. The boy was so smart that everywhere he goes, he would enthusiastically talk about vein, cardiovascular system, radio waves, electricity ball, Tesla coil, and stuffs. Her mom was just so supportive to let Lizzie go out for a date with this boy. Considering what her mom said, a modest Lizzie decided to give him a chance, other than that she wanted to show sympathy towards him due to the blatant rejection that he incessantly received at school. The first destination which was supposed to be a romantic dating place, turned out to be a local Science Museum, epic? haha. That day, they were having fun, really. Laughter and joy were thrown around and Lizzie found out that she had built a whole new respect for Larry, without mentioning that he truly came with a very strange package. Once she realized that the whole school was roaring upon the newly established couple and she was risking social destruction that impact her of not being popular anymore, all the story comes for all the days how Lizzie was fake dating Larry and decided to create a convincing breaking up with Larry. still with a full-thinking about the best way to let Larry down gently. Then the story goes and continues with another climax.

Never reject people you don't even know, those best one just need chances to accomplish their personal value of love. 

wisdom is a private confession of truth

I have been definitely missing Singapore. I can barely imagine how that small-boring country has successfully let me down in depression. no returning direction. and all i need to do is waiting for the coming of 29th June and it's like 3 weeks more to go. And in devastation, i have to work things out in a more serious and intentional way or else i waste my time unutterly useful. Lord, please give me wisdom, i truly need it, to lead my way, to not grumbling and muttering and stop my laziness cycle, to properly fill my time with quality things, to eat enough food (read:enough means i am in total craziness about eating too much food during this freaking holiday), to have a good interpretation towards people around, and to be more appreciative upon the magical thing called love, and the ultimate reason I DESPERATELY NEED WISDOM IS to realize: what's not to love of being me. :)

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

part one.

It's been almost a year this word jumbling around in mind, yet puzzling me. 

'FRIENDSHIPs'

I am not a very social girl, but there are a lot of people i interact with. Since high school, people were unpredictably stealing this part of my life called friendships, and frankly i was thankful to be able to taste this knotty yet sweet thing. There are too many dramas and lives that overlap and affect me afterall. Those are priceless and will truly be timeless. They changed me a lot. and that was the first time i raved over friendship. and its beauty.

Life was just good and as always I have a total control of what I do of what I'm not supposed to. I guess i was doing fine.

Fairly often i appear to have this feeling fading away,lately. I was still reflecting upon myself, asking so much questions and so left them unanswered. not because i don't want to, just i don't know how to. This post is supposed to be a reflection for people who read. Sorry to turn this into a letter of undetermined statements. Thus, i promise you guys to have this post continued. 

I left you guys this quote to steep into,
I always felt that the great high privilege, relief and comfort of friendship was that one had to explain nothing. ~Katherine Mansfield 

So, should i continue my post explaining what friendship is? Now that I got confused lol.